So about that…

So it’s true I’ve been wallowing in self pity for the past what, almost a month. Yet alas it all came to an abrupt and welcoming end when one day I simply woke up happy, no amazing story or triumph just a simple change to an outlook.
It’s annoys me that people want this epic story about everything, they ask ‘so what happened’, ‘why not?’ and so on about things that are technically simple, so, you get the realists answer. A simple one, one thats got all the frills taken off and yet you all persist that theres something more and therefore state things such as ‘mysterious’, ‘secretive’ but sadly its nothing like that. There some something you talk to some people about and other things with others, it’s not rude at all. Just understand that perhaps, you wouldn’t understand but thats another story all together.

So after waking up as if someone had done a restart on me, it’s mildly amusing that the first persons to speak to me is the one I’ve least spoken to in a while, you could almost say not at all. The irony, but hay the other aren’t as quick. No offence.

Sad but true, you were the only one I wanted to see but I was to busy putting myself down the past few weeks I’ve just ignored everything/everyone but now it’s all go again and what away to start off, plus around the corner is the Touché Amoré gig at the institute (clearly won’t be as good as at Brighton but hay, I love um’) and along with that the job fronts been looking up, no one wants me yet but people are giving me the time of day now and honestly thats all I ever asked. Also it looks like Reading fest’ is happening again with everyone and more from last year so thats cool, although (this gets me so bad) I’ll be paying for myself, unlike a few people I know that just leach hard from people, perhaps thats a sigh you should get off your ass an do something! Stop complaining about students and crap jobs an try and accomplish something with your life, go dman.

So about that, thank you because I woke up and realised, theres bigger things happening that me because with out knowing the people I know getting out of this rut would have been like completing the water temple for the first time (if you get it, your cool but don’t worry yourself)

Thanks. 

“ Like staring at a flickering light: you don’t know when it’ll burn out, or how much time you have left to let it light up your life. Because when you’re at your darkest, it’s all you have to survive. Like throwing copper in a well: you’ll never know if wishes work only time can tell. But if superstitions can give someone faith, then I’m throwing my wallet and begging for change.”


(image is relevant in what is stands for and correlation of band)